An Orphan in the Territory of Giants
Ballon Rouge
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An Orphan in the Territory of Giants
Ballon Rouge
17 days left
An Orphan in the Territory of Giants is Sofia Pashaei’s most personal series of works to date. Her paintings have always told a story. In the paintings for this show she is invested in her own diasporic subjectivity; and, central to the work is the exploration of the "mother tongue" and the profound impact of not speaking it.
Drawing from personal experiences and broader cultural narratives, Pashaei illuminates the tensions and contradictions inherent in navigating multiple identities.
An Orphan in the Territory of Giants is Sofia Pashaei’s most personal series of works to date. Her paintings have always told a story. Up until now, these stories have hinted at but have never fully parsed her own identity as a woman raised in Sweden by Iranian parents. They have been, and remain to be, broadly about the ‘other,’ about changes in relationships over time, about secrets, missed connections, feeling invisible, and the concept of home in relation to the meanings of its spaces and places. But, in the paintings for this show she is invested in her own diasporic subjectivity; and, central to the work is the exploration of the "mother tongue" and the profound impact of not speaking it.
This series looks to her immediate family and the physical home as a substitute for a ‘homeland’. She navigates the sense of not belonging within layered identities that are all marked by a sense of longing. Be it the longing inside the home to speak the language of her parents, or the longing outside of her home to speak the cultural and societal vernacular of the country she grew up in. The works capture her exploration of a linguistic disconnection, which plunges moments into the untranslatable where nuances of culture, history, and personal experience defy easy expression. The figures in the works are often expressionless as if a language has not been given to them, and they search for and never find a connection; their eyes constantly look in different directions. A nod to Wittgenstein's phrase: ‘The limits of my language mean the limits of my world’.
Family Tree I & II
‘Family Tree I & II’ examines the dynamics of the immediate family, particularly for those in the diaspora, where a sense of temporary belonging often comes with hidden challenges. While the strong bonds within the family can offer stability, they can also create a feeling of being overlooked by others in the same circle. In these paintings, the figures, though tightly holding on to each other, still feel unseen—passed over by those they are closest to.
Sofia Pashaei, Family Tree I, 2024, oil on linen, 160 x 80 cm.
The Orphan I
The concepts of language and home are deeply connected, especially when considering one's mother tongue and its powerful role in shaping identity. The language a person speaks influences how thoughts are expressed and shapes the dreams and aspirations they hold for the future. In this sense, language itself becomes a kind of home. As the title of the painting implies, the figure is in search of a lost mother tongue, navigating through the complexities of cultural exchange in that quest.
Sofia Pashaei, The Orphan I, 2024, oil on linen, 80 x 120 cm
Post-memory
In diasporic communities, each generation experiences a sense of estrangement—not only from the past, represented by the homeland's culture, and the present, shaped by the host country's culture, but also between generations themselves. In this painting, I draw on various memories from my parents' past to create an image that shifts and intertwines across different times, illustrating how the present is understood. The immediate family forms a strong foundation, becoming a surrogate "homeland."
Sofia Pashaei, Post-memory, 2024, oil on linen, 135 x 165 cm
The story in the next room
Beautifully, the first time Pashaei made a self-portrait was simultaneous with a portrait of her sister; the works were individual portraits in pencil, made last year. As the person closest to the painter, her sister is a kind of mirror. The only ‘other’ truly enmeshed with her own identity; the duo that grew up distant from their “mother tongue,” who grew up code-switching - one person outside the home and another inside of it.
Sofia Pashaei, The story in the next room II, 2023, graphite on paper
Three Generations
This painting shows the mother, sister, and the artist each positioned differently in relation to the viewer. The mother is shown in profile with her eyes closed, symbolizing how the challenges of immigration caused her to turn away from the future she once imagined. The sister is posed in a three-quarter view, shaped and molded by her surroundings. The figure representing the artist faces the viewer directly, boldly gazing ahead with her "head in the clouds."
Sofia Pashaei, Three Generations, 2024, oil on linen, 150 x 140 cm